i have run out of people

Alright, angelic forces, energetic beings, spirits surrounding me and the Universe - bring it on. It's up to you. I have apparently run out of humans to connect with.

So I look to you. Fill in the gaps.  Show me that when I feel totally isolated, that I am supported, held and guided. Step it up, because everything I have ever relied on and know to rely on, no longer exists or is available to me.  I am turning to you, angels - show me that I am not alone here. Ancestors - some guidance about how to best be and move with flow and grace. Universe - a clue on the big picture for me would be great. 

Alright - time to reach out to the Apostille for the Austrian citizenship application.
Look into ESL certification. Something I can do anywhere. 

​Today is the first fully rainy day of the season. I am loving snuggling up inside, staying warm and dry. Perhaps I'll enjoy a walk in the rain later. 

I speak to my dead father the way I spoke to an imaginary friend when I was a young child.
I miss my pal.
I miss all my pals.