I want to rebuild my life being informed by the wisdom of source. Being guided by the wisdom of source. I want to discover as many versions of source that I can. Source can be found in so place places and in so many forms. This is my practice and my exploration. It brings tears to my eyes and I'm not sure why. Maybe because it exists everythere I look, everywhere I consider, and I find that so moving. So beautiful. It makes me feel so insignificant. Because source is everywhere in plain sight, but only now, after a year and a half of living in a pandemic, mostly within the confines of my own home, sitting, being still. being quite, isolating. Only now am I ambe to begin to get a grasp of it. Source is literally in the air I breath. It permeates all things.
So to rewrite my life from a place of being guided by source means compltely rewriting my life because it is such a foreign practice to live this way for me. And it means ltting go of how I lived my old life, my calulated, goal oriented I'm-gonna-figure-it-out life. The I've got this, I am capable, competant, smart, have a way with people life. The charming life.
I look up at the sun spackled curtains hanging in my kitchen doorway and I am takend by the beauty of the light. It makes me teary. The simplicity of the magical beauty. I look up on the ceiling and the little refracted rainbows fromt he hanging crystal in the windo begin to make their appearance in the living room. They will come and go, and migrate across the living room walls over the course of the day as the sun traverses across the sky.
Tracey's words of BREATH, BELIEVE, OPEN and RECEIVE ring deeply for me. Today I am open to the magnificance of the beauty that surrounds me in a way that I never have beeen before. It gives me chills. And I feel all I can do is sit and breathe it in.
Then June's words of "you need do nothing" pop into my head. that's good. Because I'm not really able to do much right now.
It's a moment, a taste, of what life could be. The experience of life.
When I think of having a magnificent life, I see I am surrounded by magnificence. it doesn't get more magnficent than experiencing source.
I didn't have to be on the road to Santiago to achieve this understanding. I just had to sit on my living room floor in the moring every day for a week or so.
So to rewrite my life from a place of being guided by source means compltely rewriting my life because it is such a foreign practice to live this way for me. And it means ltting go of how I lived my old life, my calulated, goal oriented I'm-gonna-figure-it-out life. The I've got this, I am capable, competant, smart, have a way with people life. The charming life.
I look up at the sun spackled curtains hanging in my kitchen doorway and I am takend by the beauty of the light. It makes me teary. The simplicity of the magical beauty. I look up on the ceiling and the little refracted rainbows fromt he hanging crystal in the windo begin to make their appearance in the living room. They will come and go, and migrate across the living room walls over the course of the day as the sun traverses across the sky.
Tracey's words of BREATH, BELIEVE, OPEN and RECEIVE ring deeply for me. Today I am open to the magnificance of the beauty that surrounds me in a way that I never have beeen before. It gives me chills. And I feel all I can do is sit and breathe it in.
Then June's words of "you need do nothing" pop into my head. that's good. Because I'm not really able to do much right now.
It's a moment, a taste, of what life could be. The experience of life.
When I think of having a magnificent life, I see I am surrounded by magnificence. it doesn't get more magnficent than experiencing source.
I didn't have to be on the road to Santiago to achieve this understanding. I just had to sit on my living room floor in the moring every day for a week or so.
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